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I didn't know it at the time. It didn't announce itself as the most important day of my life — it just happened, quietly, like any other day.
But that was the day everything turned in a better direction. Every good thing I have now, every reason on the rest of this page, every plan I've made since — all of it traces back to that one day.
It's the luckiest thing that has ever happened to me.
It was never the big grand moments. It was all the little ones — the ones you probably don't even remember — that quietly made my life better.
We've never once made it to the end of one. I've never minded. Falling asleep next to you beats any ending a film could give me.
Not one big funny moment — hundreds of small stupid ones. That sound is my favourite sound in the world, and I'd spend the rest of my life collecting more of it.
The pointless ones. The ones that wouldn't sound like anything if I tried to explain them to someone else. They've been the best days of my life, because you were in them. That's your whole magic — you make ordinary things feel like the happiest moments I've ever had.
Not needing to fill the silence. No pretending, no trying, no effort. Just being in your presence and finally being able to breathe out. That's the rarest thing there is and you gave it to me without even noticing.
On the days nothing happens at all. Knowing you exist, knowing you're mine, knowing I get to talk to you later — that alone makes a bad day survivable and a good day perfect.
You didn't fix my life. You just walked into it, and it got better.
Like a little rabbit. You don't even notice you're doing it — which is exactly why it's my favourite thing in the entire world. I could watch you do it forever and never get tired of it.
The most beautiful thing I've ever seen. It rearranges whatever kind of day I was having.
I could look at them forever and still find something new. I get lost in them every single time.
Even the bad ones. Especially the bad ones. Just knowing you exist makes everything lighter.
You bring a room to life without trying. Being around you is like being plugged into something warm.
Constantly. Unfairly. Without any effort at all. It's honestly a problem for me.
Not perfect in some impossible way. Perfect in the way that's exactly right for me.
You gave my life meaning and direction. I have something to look forward to now, and it's you.
It's a better life than the one I had before you. You did that, and you have no idea how much.
Especially the real one, the one that escapes before you can stop it. I'll say anything stupid to get it out of you.
With you I don't have to be on guard about anything. That's not a small thing — that's everything.
About anything, at any hour, about nothing at all. I never have to think about what to say around you.
Over small things, silly things, things nobody else would care about. It's the most contagious thing about you.
How much you actually care, and how gently you treat people. That matters more to me than anything else on this page.
Hours feel like minutes. I always want more of them, and I always will.
Before anything else. You're the first person I want to tell everything to, good news and bad.
My moods, my nonsense, all of it. You stay. I'll never stop being grateful for that.
I don't know how to explain it. It just hits differently when it's you.
The ones you don't think about and definitely don't expect credit for. I notice every single one.
Even the times I didn't. You saw something in me first, and it made me want to be worth it.
I thought I loved you as much as was possible a long time ago. I was wrong then and I'll be wrong again tomorrow.
My Bunny,
You are my universe. Not a part of it, not my favourite thing in it — the whole thing. Every good day I have starts and ends with you, and everything that used to feel heavy got lighter the moment you were in it. I don't think you understand how much you changed my life just by being yourself.
There is nothing I wouldn't do for you. I'd give up anything, take on anyone, walk through whatever the world put in front of me if it meant you were safe and happy on the other side of it. That's not something I say to sound dramatic — it's just the plain truth of how I feel about you, and it has never once wavered.
I love you more than infinity. More than there are words for, more than I know how to say properly, more than any number could ever hold. You're my everything — my best friend, my favourite person, my home. When I picture my future, you're not in it, you are it. Our beautiful kids. A whole life built out of a million small ordinary days with you in them.
And if there are other universes and other lifetimes out there, I want every single one of them with you. Every version, every timeline, every time. I'd find you again in all of them.
You are my forever, Bunny. Thank you for being mine.
I love you — always
